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真的好喜歡earl grey，
嗚嗚…！　(Tv T )

晨早來一杯，
開始新一天。

I should

I couldn't stand still
don't you mess my world up any more

I'm not a concept
I'm not an experiment
I am only human
I cannot change my feelings every second
just like what you do to your writings in your blog


say it
you just enjoy flirt around and around
I have no idea how funny it is
I don't understand what you try to prove
I can't read you
and don't want to
from now on


you came then touched me then kissed me
we exchanged our mildness
we shared our languages
we seem like could be soulmate

but everytime
you just forget me immediately
once we kiss goodbye and turn around
again and again


why and how you do that


all I realize at the end is
I won't be one of your possibilites
no matter what I do how I try


I feel like standing on a huge snowball
I cannot breath
I'm freezing
I fear to move
it comes crashing down and bury me
even just a light act

I should leap
leap from this stupid snowball
I should
I should

I should

自活短片

呼呼～完成啦，辛苦了…！


《我哋都唔想咁》



《我唔要呀》（拒絕動物園式管理）



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話說某夜，好夢正酣，凌晨三點，
突然成隊人衝上來搖醒我扮熊貓，
我都已經叫苦連天，
何況直情無瞓過的大家。

Bat For Lashes: What's a Girl to Do?

We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
The desire I'd first tried to hide
That tingling inside was gone

And when he asked me “Do you still love me”
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day

When you've loved so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears

And when your dreams are on
A train to train-wreck town
Then I ask you now
What's a girl to do

He said he'd take me away
That we'd work things out
And I didn't want to tell him
But it was then I had to say

Over the times we've shared
It's all blackened out
And my bat lightning heart
Wants to fly away

When you've loved so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears

And when your dreams are on
A train to train-wreck town
Then I ask you now
What's a girl to do

What's a girl to do
What's a girl to do
What's a girl to do

高慧然：《平淡無罪》

　　抱着進戲院大笑一場的心態去看《兩公婆今晚玩大咗》，結果，確實是笑足了全場，卻笑得滿不是滋味。結束前最後一幕鏡頭，陷入平淡危機的中年夫婦，經歷一夜高潮迭起、驚險百出的危命之旅後，突然對身畔人重新產生激情，笨拙地在屋前草地上躺下來，姿態僵硬地糾纏在一起，毫無美感可言，讓人很是難過。有些東西，沒有了就是沒有了，無法強求，比如豹一般流暢的線條與姿態，比如激情與感覺。玩大是一時的事，婚姻卻不是百一米跨欄，而是人生馬拉松，不能要求每一步都是驚心動魄的飛越與疾速。

　　愛情，跟生命一樣，會衰敗、病變，會蒼老，甚至死亡，這不是某些人的悲劇，這是人類的共同命運。你擁有了生命，終將面對死亡。你選擇了婚姻，終須走向平淡。時間，讓愛人變作家人，讓美貌幻作味道，讓天真成為睿智，讓過程中的高低起伏都豐沛成人生歷練。時間，看似殘忍，實則仁慈，它從你手上拿走一些東西，總給你別的回報。

　　有一天，告訴你的身畔人，「親愛的，我已經不再愛你了，你親吻我的時候，我能夠平靜地沉沉入睡，我不再為你激動得手指尖都發燒。因為你已經成為我的手指、手臂、身軀，成為我生命的一部分，同時，你也是我的家人。我愛我的家人，我愛我的身體，可是，真的，不再是當年心跳加速、呼吸急促的那一種了……」承認自己的愛情會死亡，那不是對愛情的大逆不道，那是對人性的誠實。

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這齣戲，我也看了。
的確看得一直的笑，包括苦笑。

Modest Mouse: Float On

I backed my car into a cop car the other day
Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok
I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what can i say
Well you just laughed it off it was all ok

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on any way well

Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with a scam
It was worth it just to learn some sleight-of-hand
Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
We both got fired on the exactly the same day
Well we'll float on good news is on the way

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Now don't worry we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Alright don't worry we'll all float on

And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Aliright don't worry even if things end up a bit to heavy
we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Ok don't worry we'll all float on
Even if things get heavy
we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Don't you worry we'll all float on
All float on

你從來都不知道

我的愛　實在比你所能理解的多太多

因為你從來都不知道我有多愛你
於是　漸漸地　我不想愛下去
漸漸地　真的真的不再愛了

曾經　我多麼渴望你明白
卻在某一刻　覺得沒所謂了
即使你一輩子不明白都沒所謂
who cares

歇斯底里的
「不想不想再跟這個人在一起！」
就這樣而已

你付不起的　算了
你付出過的　謝謝

現在
只希望不要再被拿來跟你相提並論
不要知道你的最新動向

對我來說
你已經是很久很久以前的事

我們都能快樂　就好