不卑不亢

「不卑不亢」，希望學好這樣待人接物。

Man With A Mission

好啦，有機會跟他們合照的時候，
我傻呼呼的站在旁發呆，
現在卻又躲起來P 圖。

好啦，其實我只是想炫一下，
這個Man With A Mission 購物袋，
和身上的Evocation tee。
那晚真的好精彩。

好啦，其實我正在在逃避工作，
不想做又未能睡，所以P 圖自娛。掰掰。

刘维：《因為你是范曉萱》

這樣的示愛未免太詐了吧…！好過分…！
裡面不但通通都是小萱的歌名、歌詞，
還玩弄原曲的調、換位置編排上去…！

可惡啊…！你憑什麼只用一首歌，
把我們成長的回憶都一下子喚回來啊！？
小萱轉型轉得那麼狂，就是要拋掉舊的自己啊！
你還在死呀死的，死個鬼啊！
有想過為什麼她走向小眾走向獨立嗎，
你pop star pop star 的，鬼叫啊！

不喜歡你的眉毛和眼鏡！放開你的手！

嗚嗚。

Gary，re:spect。

　　好耐無試過咁多嘢講。各種因素，我嘗試去論述，工廈點扣住indie 音樂、indie 音樂又點扣住創意產業、創意產業又點扣住經濟增長。

 　　為咩？如果我話，我想保住個band scene、想保住用工廈搞藝術嘅權利，係咪大諗頭？緊係啦！我以為自己邊個？做出嚟嘅嘢又可以有咩影響力？咩叫以卵擊石，我好感受到。

　　你永遠係最清楚你自己嘅人，尤其呢啲時候。睇住自己見底喇、無料喇，好真實，無得扮勁。咁點？都要試㗎！一定可以再豐富啲、一定可以扣得再緊啲、一定可以再完整啲。

 　　批評自己、審判自己、挑剔自己。

 　　中途一直想嗌救命，想搵幫拖。唔係搵人實際上幫乜，只係想同一啲聰明人傾兩句，指點下迷津。嗯，但係未得，起碼要有個完整第一稿先。呢個係責任問題。亦係關乎誠意嘅態度問題。

 　　坐喺電腦前面扣呀扣，咁就寫咗幾十個鐘。重複讀咗幾十次，知道自己暫時做唔到更多。

 　　望下個鐘，凌晨五點半。

 　　為篇嘢打埋個cover：「《文化及創意產業：探討音樂界別之扶助與發展》，2016年7月15日。」

 　　熄電腦，去瞓覺。

 　　瞓醒，收到消息：紅線音樂嘅Gary Chan 喺朝早五點半走咗。

 　　雖然佢的而且確出現過喺我心入面嘅「嗌救命名單」，雖然兩件事並無直接關聯。只不過、只不過，當我再打開份document、望住個cover，喺正中間嘅日期於是顯得煞有介事。 

　　紅線音樂嘅理念，就係indie 同主流嘅連結、每個人嘅連結。睇下觸執毛、Supper Moment、雞蛋蒸肉餅，你知道，佢一定做得到。

　　同Gary 唔熟，但幾次嘅交流都印象深刻。

　　最開頭，同佢無意間開始咗食字遊戲，兜口兜面時玩咗一輪、笑咗一輪，以為完喇咩？點知第朝一瞓醒，收到message，原來佢突然靈感到，仲玩緊。於是個game，以每十個鐘輪流一轉嘅龜速而又玩多幾日。當時我拎住部電話心諗：吖，呢個人真係好鐘意《齊來動腦筋》。

　　到後來，同伙伴有嘢想搞，有啲嘢諗唔通、無信心，基於聽聞過佢嘅才智，膽粗粗走去請教佢。佢將諗到嘅、可行嘅都講出嚟。我慨嘆：「真係聽君一席話，勝讀十年書。」佢笑咪咪，不置可否。今日睇返，成件事同佢預期嘅一樣。

　　再之後阿庭同Amada 結婚嗰晚，喺Fringe Club 有幸睇到久仰大名嘅SIQ 表演，嘩，你哋洗唔洗咁勁？嗰一晚，我見識到Gary 喺organize 以外、打鼓嘅魅力。

　　佢真係好聰明、好有才華，處事冷靜，而又充滿幽默感。

　　Gary 走咗，同佢熟嘅，肝腸寸斷；同佢唔熟嘅，難過婉惜。畢竟喺indie 圈子入面，有心有力有才嘅，真係無幾個。唔講啲乜，立志要令到香港樂隊可以忠於創作咁以音樂維生嘅，仲有邊個？佢講得出、兼做俾你哋睇。 

　　見到佢嗰三隊樂隊喺facebook 話要延續Gary 嘅精神，令我再次思考生命長短同生命意義嘅關係。我又有無好好尊重自己仲呼吸緊嘅時光、對唔對得住自己？

　　Gary，re:spect。

Our Hardest Drug

K: If I want to put out a story book, do you want to draw one?

H: I want I want!!!

K: Like a children book

H: I can I can!!! Good good!!!

K: Need to draw some animals, you will like it

H: Yeah!!! Let me draw!!!

K: Haha so fast!

H: Yes I'm holding my phone anytime to wait for your message, can reply in a second

K: Let me think how to come up with budget

H: You decide

K: Are you on drugs?

H: I want to but I don't. Wait, what!? Are you selling me!?

K: No because you are very high now

H: Because you're asking me to draw. Art is my hardest drug

K: We sound like Damian Hirst

The Idealist: A Queen

李尚龍：《滾蛋吧，操蛋的生活》

　　《滾蛋吧！腫瘤君》舉行發佈會時，熊頓已經離開人世了。說實話，如果不是基於真實事件改編，我也不會流著眼淚從頭看到尾。旁邊的女孩子哭得稀里嘩啦，男孩子也時不時地抽泣。是因為一個這麼堅強的女孩子卻染上了不可治癒的絕症，或者說，一個女生得了絕症，竟然還如此樂觀地生活。就算是在熊頓的葬禮上，播放的視頻中她露出的依舊是清澈的笑容。

　　那些哭的人，是因為你比別人擁有的多得多，卻沒有過著自己想過的生活。

　　那些哭的人，是因為你比別人幸福得多，卻一直不滿現狀，牢騷滿腹，沒勇氣樂觀向上地過著每一天。

　　如果明天是你的最後一天，問問自己，你還有什麼沒做，還有什麼沒來得及說，還有什麼後悔的事情。

　　你總要邁出第一步，讓那些逼死人的生活節奏都滾蛋，去追求那些瘋狂的夢，趁著你還能呼吸，趁著你還年輕，趁著你還有自由的靈魂。

You Dumb Fucking Bitch (In Male Body)

Sometimes, in some cases,
SHUT YOUR FUCK UP is the biggest help.

Use your MIND to think & act rather then your PENIS -
if you have a brain.
This is one of the worst idea to gossip/ flirt with other(s)
by talking such a troublesome topic.

Few years ago, someone said you're TOTALLY NON-SENSE,
and now, I TOTALLY AGREE.

Stop giving a fuck. It looks stupid.

Oh please.

Return I will to Old Brazil

Brazil, when stars were entertaining June,
We stood beneath an amber moon
And softly murmured someday soon...
We kissed and clung together 

Then, tomorrow was another day
The morning found us miles away
With still a million things to say
And now, when twilight dims the skies above
Recalling thrills of our love
There's one thing I'm certain of...
Return, I will, to old Brazil 

Brazil, when stars were entertaining June,
We stood beneath an amber moon
And softly murmured someday soon...
We kissed and clung together 

Then, tomorrow was another day
The morning found us miles away
With still a million things to say
And now when twilight dims the skies above
Recalling thrills of our love there's one thing
I'm certain of... Return, I will, to old Brazil

水曜日のカンパネラ：ディアブロ

這mv 實在太猛了…！
一開始還只是拍得美美、又有點低低能罷了，
但越往後看──天啊，
那些後期製作也實在太不簡單了吧！？

Dir.F 有型又搞笑，心心。

口哨糖

那個「金色のおもちゃ」是什麼啊！？！？
這個月一下子陷入買口哨糖吃的瘋潮，
就是為了想要抽到「金色のおもちゃ」。
（其實也沒有很瘋狂啦，不過八排而已。）

結果雖然沒有抽到金色，
卻抽到閃粉獨角仙咧…！好幸運。

而其他抽到的都好奇怪，
梳子啦、笑的獅子啦。



I would love to share my luck with you.

阿寶與工作

當阿寶像這樣陪我工作，
我就得乖乖和螢幕保持遠一點的距離了。

以後帶你返studio 陪我上班好不好？

Saturday night.

toe: Song Silly

I've forgotten why I know
And am I counting one? Or two?
You got it when you lost
Do I know? 

How silly are my words
you save me from my world
How silly are my words
悲しみと会ぅ Hello 

How silly are my words
I am sitting on my wall 

I've forgotten why I know
And am I counting one? Or two?
She talks to my hollow
Do they know? 

How silly are my words
You know, you save me from my world
How silly are my words
悲しみと会ぅ Hello 

I've forgotten why I know
I've forgotten why I know 

How silly are my words
You save me from my world
How silly are my words
悲しみと会ぅ Hello

聽得心碎了。

日常

「天公鬥巧乃如此，令人一步千徘徊。」

Kermit the Frog: Rainbow Connection

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbows are visions
But only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide 

So we've been told
And some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see
Some day we'll find it
The rainbow connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me 

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it's done so far 

What's so amazing
That keeps us stargazing
And what do we think we might see
Someday we'll find it
The rainbow connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me 

All of us under its spell, we know that it's probably magic 

Have you been half asleep?
And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound
That called the young sailors?
The voice might be one in the same 

I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it
The rainbow connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me 

La da da di da da dum da duh da da dum di da ohhh

牛仔褲歡迎式

你確定不要跟我來個「牛仔褲歡迎式」嗎？
真的不要嗎？

會很開心的啊！

好吧，那麼我們去剪指甲吧。

Nut Holders

情人節快樂！
多吃堅果，身體健康。

情人節大餐

媽媽出了去玩，
給我和爸準備的情人節大餐，
竟然是、竟然是──



白烚蛋配白飯…！！！！！
WHAT THE _____！！！！！
真的嗎！？認真的嗎！？

好吧…其實還準備了豉油在飯桌的…。

媽啊媽…嗚嗚…。

情人節快樂 T__T。

碌柚葉

看見一位婆婆在寒風與微雨中、蹲在路邊賣碌柚葉，
一邊喊著新年的恭賀說話，
我就一口氣替她買了兩份。

聽說用碌柚葉洗澡能洗走過去一年的霉氣，
反正熱水泡著的碌柚葉還有黃皮葉香氣怡人，
而且碌柚葉含有「類黃酮」，
可以抗衰老、抗發炎，有助血氣運行，
我和爸媽輪流泡個舒舒服服就是了！

新年快樂 : )

年三十，貓柳

貓柳是買給阿輝阿寶的，
你們開心、健康就好。

明天跟你們說一個年初一的故事好嗎？
新年快樂。

A$AP Rocky: Everyday

Everyday I spend my time
Drinking wine, feeling fine
Waiting here to find the sign
That I can understand, yes I am 

So everyday I spend my time
Drinking wine, feeling fine
Waiting here to find the sign
That I should take it slow 

I got the love birds chirpin' at the window
But I don't need love no more
I'll be fine, sipping wine
Taking time slow

Everyday I spend my time
Drinking wine, feeling fine
Waiting here to find the sign
I don't care if I ever know, here I go

Handsome Boy Modeling School: The Truth

[Roisin Murphy]

Go ...
Go to the mountain if you must
Go to the burning bush
Happy would ease your troubled mind
How do the fade just stay behind?

I know you better than you think I do
Don't worry babe.. this is why i fell in love with you
The man in the looking glass
Is looking back at you at last

You can't hide from the truth
Because the truth is all there is
You can't hide from the truth
Because the truth is all there is
You can't hide from the truth
Because the truth is all there is
You can't hide

If happy times are too few and far between
It's a pity dear, we can't erase the things we've seen
So disappear, vanish if you wish
Just go before you're swallowed up by bitterness

And the truth is you can't hide from the truth
And the truth hurts because the truth is all there is
I realized some time ago that I would have to let you go

May not be true to see that you would return one day
But in your present state you may as well not be here at all
You wear a thin disguise, it's from yourself you hide
Just take a look at us, we are heading for a fall


[J-Live]

Now presiding in this quarter: hip-hop
Justice, my rap forté Judge, jury, bailing for prosecuting D.A.
Et ceteras, paraphas, My modus operende
It's carpe diem whether the fact or word is your way

Comprende? The people versus, you ain't no Sensi
Teaching that style of word-play
We got the words they
Regardless of what your friends say
They're all disable
Striken from the record and deemed indimissable

And this long arm of the law grabs a mighter
Shoot dope lines first and ask questions later
The death sentence of this live litagator
Close the case tighter than the jaws of a 'gator
Stenonographer, that study law again, the jargon
Let your counselors 'a barking, in hopes of a plea bargain
But when you read back verbatim
What they're saying to pursuade them
They realize exactly how i've played them

I come with the truth, whole truth and nothing but
'Cause the truth hurts just as much as fuckin' with lies will
I brew skill with free fills from now until
Plagerizing MC's get their flows distilled


[Roisin Murphy]

Baby I don't die without you by my side
As long as you return into these arms that burn
Baby I won't die just take a look inside
Into these eyes that burn, come to these arms that yearn

I won't die, if you leave me high
I won't die if you're not by my side

And the truth hurts because the truth is all there is
And the truth hurts because the truth is all there is

You can't hide from the truth
Because the truth is all there is
You can't hide from the truth..

寶貝

謝謝你仍在這裡，讓我牽著你入睡。

那半夜胃痛了，你們趴上來暖著我的肚子，
我怎麼就不再痛，沉沉睡去。

你們是我每夜累壞後最大的欣慰，
是我每天最美好的時光。

太多事情要重新學習了，支持我吧。

對不起，對不起。

陽光空氣

不。

不是書本，不是電影，不是音樂。


是陽光與空氣。

Goodbye David Bowie

朋友 J 表示：R.I.P.

朋友 V 表示：R.I.P.

朋友 W 表示：下！？

朋友 K 表示：No, he is back to Mars

朋友 H 表示：係你哋呢排成日煲返佢煲死咗佢㗎！

媽媽表示：我做女嗰陣已經聽㗎啦。我鐘意嗰個叫Richard Cliff。

梁哈表示：咁啱砌緊火箭圖，不如送俾你。Byebye, Starman.

SOKO: I Thought I Was An Alien

無題

I miss you.