Saturday, November 08, 2014

The Pancakes: 不知不覺

曾是某個季節
卻記不起哪天
就算與你坐坐公園吃著風也有樂趣
然後世界轉了幾遍
他與她長高了一點
我始終這麼矮小
只懂得哼童謠 
隨著四季變化
你我都升了班
但我每晚也會心急致電跟你吐悶氣
談論哪個對與不對
為何我又白流眼淚
卻偏偏聽不清楚你的煩憂 
常會害怕
如閃電太快問怎麼躲
其實我常問
當天青春那麼燦爛最後如何歸於平淡
全部不知不覺 
然後某個聖誕
你已經搬了家
沒有一聲通知只得我在這裡掛念你
留下那次派對酒醉
跟你分享的那杯水
到今天只可勾起哪些回憶 
仍掛念你
如思念太重又怎麼躲
其實我常問
當天煙花那麼燦爛最後如何歸於平淡
全部不知不覺 
回憶若太遠又怎麼追
其實我常問
當天星光那麼燦爛最後又如何歸於平淡
全部不知不覺

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

PSAPP: Hi



Hello
Get out the abacus and count this
A funny story with a dark twist
The target so big that you can't miss
Me 
Compulsive
And every page I turn I want more
I never know the next thing in store
'Cause you excite me like a locked door
Does 
Like a limpet
I want to take your voice and drink it
There doesn't seem to be a limit
To all the things that I could do
-I know how I want it to go
I know how I want it to be
Don't make me think before I speak
Or make me hold my horses 
Hold tight
We saddled up if you can ride light
If you just think it then you'll be fine
Fingers crossed that it's the right time 
This time through a fat swamp
We can visit for a fun romp
I really want to do the high jump
Taking a risk will do us all some good 
I've got my eye on the prize (Look at my eyes)
My beady eyes are alight (They're alight)
And though I don't know what comes next
I will not hold my horses 
Hello
Get out the abacus and count me
A funny feeling says I won't be
The target so big that you can't miss
Me 
I know what you're thinking
I know how you see me
Although it hurts
You're probably right

超越言語的友誼



和:「你現在會吃海鮮啊?」

哈:「是啊…。」

和:「海鮮中什麼不吃的?」

哈:「海蔘,我覺得自己跟海蔘好friend。」

和:「噢…多麼純真的友誼啊…!」

哈:「怎麼說?」

和:「我肯定你們沒有聊過天,卻已friend 了…!」

哈:「嗯,也是的,是超越言語的友誼。」

Thursday, September 04, 2014

Lily Allen: The Fear



I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever, I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they're trying to find them 
And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cause everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner 
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taken over by the Fear 
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter 'cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic 
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault, it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner 
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cause I'm killing 'em all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
And everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

你.我.他.她.他

我們都

我們每一個都

千瘡百孔。

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Sunday, April 06, 2014

April March: Chick Habit




Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddie
Or you'll be alone in a quick
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddie
Or you'll never get another fix 
I'm telling you it's not a trick
Pay attention, don't be thick
Or you're liable to get licked 
You're gonna see the reason why
When they're spitting in your eye
They'll be spitting in your eye 
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddie
A girl's not a tonic or a pill
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddie
You're just jonesing for a spill 
Oh, how your bubble's gonna burst
When you meet another nurse
She'll be driving in a hearse 
You're gonna need a heap of glue
When they all catch up with you
And they cut you up in two
Now your ears are ringing
The birds have stopped their singing
Everything is turning grey 
No candy in your till
No cutie left to thrill
You're alone on a tuesday 
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddie
Or you'll be alone in a quick
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddie;
Or you'll never get another fix 
I'm telling you it's not a trick
Pay attention, don't be thick
Or you're liable to get licked

Sunday, March 30, 2014

再見,高良



以為自己不會太難過,
與高良離別在即,看著包租公謙謙哭了,
也沒太傷感,還走到走廊向阿珏取笑他,
阿珏矇起雙眼說:「妳好變態呀!」

我以為自己已明白月有陰晴完缺,
可以「輕輕的我走了,不帶走一片雲彩」,
但那夜在家、靜下來,淚就嘩啦啦的掉。

就那樣呆坐在窗前,睡不了,心頭揪痛,
看著天亮了起來,聽著鳥兒唱歌,
我跑出屋,悄悄地回去,打掃一下--
就是掃掃地、包一包垃圾--
我知道,我也知道此這時此刻,這些動作好多餘,
但我只是想以在這地方的日常習慣作為告別式;
又或者就當為即將來臨的清理工幫輕一下。

我們就這樣離開了、分別了。
這時候黑鬼教曉我們一句話:樹倒猴孫散。

四年就這樣過去。我最精彩也最不可思議的四年。
感激的話說得太多、難忘的事經歷太多,
想要回顧所有的笑和淚,卻不知從何說起。

或者是那段失意的感情,
或者是大家的一個美夢。

怎麼說起?怎麼說起?

如果要記錄在高良的所有--
為了小章的事而與謙謙抱頭痛哭、
和謙謙在路上拾腳踏跑車直踩鴻圖道、
跟金金阿珏一起出門上班上學、
無數個與功課搏鬥的漫漫長夜、
Olivia 給我畫上漂亮的妝、
來拍金屬狂照兼過夜、
自活社把我變成熊貓被參觀、
到「澡堂」(牛頭角運動場)洗澡、
為了哈執毛而與藍調人大鬧一場、
長到只有菠蘿一個朋友的wifi password、
為FM101 準備《地踎雜貨》的每個happy Friday、
Jimmy 的離去、
由可愛小毛球變成大惡爺的烏冬、
所有發生過以及出現過的歌…
以至H.A. 仍在六樓的日子,
每件事都足夠寫成一篇篇長達百字的女神文。
有你們真好,而我知道不可能再遇上此等經歷。

教我要從何細說?

十多二十歲時看《六樓後座》很嚮往,
現在相比之下那實在算低level。
倒是很樂意自以為是戲裡林嘉欣--
她想出書做作家,我想成為設計師。
那齣戲我連故事大綱都記不起了,
只能說,追夢的故事,換到我身上是:
設計師是高良育成的,勇敢則是被愛鍊成的。

當我面對失去高良這份悲傷,
才真正了解這個字的意義:根。

那時候,為後走廊畫下那些圖,只是一個概念--
我說,這裡有山有海有曙光。
回頭看,才察覺這地方確切如此浪漫地栽植著我。

這晚大家帶備音響、發電機,爆進去搞一場show,
是高良五樓的第一場、也最後一場show,
是整個故事的encore。
所有牆壁消失了,所有房間沒了,
依憑記憶中的平面圖,以及地上的黑白格,
我和謙謙,在自己的「房間」上,看著演出。
這晚的fragile,意境像煙火。


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Oli 金屬狂照


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2010 by Ka Ho


鄰居宣佈婚訊


「再見高良,很夢幻。」 - 阿珏

Saturday, March 29, 2014

我和寶寶



獨守空房 XD

Saturday, February 01, 2014

年~又過年





恭賀新禧!

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寶寶超討厭穿衣服,拍完馬上脫。

Friday, January 31, 2014

《逼得糙果太緊》



幫媽媽擺好過年全盒。

媽:「喂!怎麼放那麼多!?怎麼拿?」
哈:「你不懂。這是藝術。」
媽:「…又什麼藝術啦。」
哈:「反映現代普遍香港人的居住環境。」
媽:「…怎麼過年搞這麼沉重的話題。」
哈:「還有題的,《逼得糙果太緊》。」
媽:「不懂你說什麼。」
哈:「媽你說這算是行為藝術還是裝置藝術?」
媽:「我不想理你。」

沒一下子就把糖果殺掉很多。
轉眼就寬敞過來。

Saturday, January 25, 2014

啦啦狂熱

夾band 夾到去踢足球,這真太有趣…!
LesterLeeBaby 突然說想要啦啦隊,
我就通宵趕製啦啦球--

 

即使睏得快要昏倒,
也沒有減低我變身球迷的熱情,
在遮打道嗌破喉嚨!衝呀~~~衝呀~~~!




(photo by Milk Magazine)